Sat, 05 Feb 2005 21:32:47 GMT

People make me fucking sick.
Seriously, how do you tell if you can trust someone?
You might just be being used.
They might just want you around because you wont say no
or won't fight back
or because your a "sweet person"
and would never think to be a bitch.
Well guess what?
I CAN BE A BITCH.
Yes I want to keep my friends.
Yes they mean the world to me.
But do I mean the world to them?
Am I wasting my time on you?
Because people who I am friends with are getting hurt.
And I stand by my friends.

So we will see what happens you fuckers.

In School...

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 18:37:54 GMT

I'm in 8th period right now...and realized that I haven't updated the "super secret" journal in awhile so I decided to post a rant. Nothing really specific to rant about...I just feel kinda pissed off at a few people. Certain people who are either annoying assholes or bi-polar people who it is impossible to have a conversation with. I'm feeling exausted today, I feel like there are only a few people out there who actually care about what has to be done and will take some fucking responsibility to get their job finished. My stomach hurts right now...you know things have gone too far when the people around you make you physically sick. Not just the people who are assholes either...there are other ways to hurt a person.

Sorry...

This is my only place to put this...

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 16:17:27 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song(s) remind me of you. (warning: most of these will be musical songs, since I don't know the names of the other songs I listen to.)
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
4. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal

41 Most Memorable Moments of 2004

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 03:37:30 GMT

A Special Public Post!!!

(More Pics comming soon, Photobucket is down.)

(This was going to be top 100 moments, but I couldn't think of enough and I wanted to get this up.)

With a totaly unscientific method of selection I have created this list for your enjoyment! So read it! I worked HARD on this!

41. Tara K. Dials The Wrong Number For Her House.

Tara called home to get picked up after rehersal, she said "Hey come and pick me up." She then said "Uhh...Tara? Your daughter? You had me sixteen years ago, remember??" Problem was...she had reached the wrong house.

40. Seeing Mike In Les Mis

Bawling our eyes out during "On My Own", laughing during "Master Of The House"...just too memorable to be left out of the countdown.

39. Eating At The CN Towers In Toronto

The view was great, but the food was expencive and tasted terrible, as can be seen by Brittany's expression. We had to dress up, and some of us were afraid of heights.

38. Acting 1 Does Grease For Showcase

We embarassed ourselved by doing a corney version of Grease and I got to play a ditz. Sara also started calling me "Greasy Gracy" after this performance. (But we were the only class to get curtain call right on the first night!)

37. Bird Of Prey Takes Over Kipps Stage

Kipp had set up things for the Chorus concert WAY too early and the Thespians had to take it down for A Bird Of Prey, this cause much anger on Kipps part and we, the chorus thespians, had to deal with her wrath. But Bird Of Prey was a huge sucess. :-)

36. Gene Kelly Awards

Two Nominations, no awards. Our seats were horrible as you can see. The little blur is Jeff Goldblum.

35. Andy Writes A Song For Jerry The Bus Driver

Chorus Trip: Andy writes a song for our beloved bus driver Jerry and sings it to him over the bus microphone.

34. Rehersing Bird Of Prey On Bus

On the way back to the hotel during Thespian Conferance we had one last run-through of Bird of Prey. That was when I realized how great our show really was and almost stoped worrying about how it was going to go over the next day.

33. The Flood

Almost everyone I know was affected by the flood. This won't be forgotten.

32. Linsey And I Take Marco Island By Storm

Sand, Sun and Fun. We spend the Fourth of July down in Marco Island causing Havoc.

31. Bush v.s. Kerry

Friends against Friends, America split down the middle, we are all looking forward to 2008 so all this will be OVER!

30. We Drown Our Sorrows In Ice-Cream

After Homecomming Sara, Brittany, Linsey and I go to Coldstone (homecomming dresses and all) and get Ice-Cream to help forget the datelessness of the night.

29. The Great Pumpkin Fails

Yes, the things I do for Chorus. I got all dressed up as Super-Girl and no kids show up. I'd say we waisted a good 5 hours of our lives. And later we went out and celebrated Brit's B-day by seeing Shark Tale.

28. Bleacher Dancing

Thespian Conferance: Horrible music at the dance, so during Barbie Girl CV starts dancing on the bleachers...other schools try to join or else they just watch us.

27. Mamma Mia

Chours Trip: We were all mad that we wern't seeing The Producers, but turns out that Mamma Mia is just as dirty so it was fun watching the parents squirm. HehHeh. The incline of the theatre was so steep that we were terrified that we would fall right off the balcony, good times.

26. Freshman Lesbians (Verse 2/06' Wins)

After embarassing ourselves the year before the class of 06' redeemed ourselves with the second verse of Freshman Lesbians. We won the improv games for the first time!

25. Davey Suggests That The Role Of Leading Player Be Given To Him

After Jordan forgot his lines Davey chimed in with "I think you should give his role to me!"

24. Curtis Discovers The Pony Dance

And he enjoyed it a little too much. :-P

23. Out To Eat Before Homecomming

I mispronounced Bucca's, we attempted to speak French and we almost died due to Sara's driving.

22. Fun Times At RMU

A Christmas Carol, Getting Lost, Frostbite. That describes mine and Linsey's night at RMU.

21. Linsey Tara And I Sneak Into Team America

You won't let us in because the movie is R??? You think that will stop us??? So did we end up seeing the movie without a parental gaudian? F*ck Yeah!!!

20. Chorus Sings At Graduation

Tears, tears and more tears. We were lauged at, but we don't care, we're used to it. Once the diplomas were being handed out, waterfalls everywhere.

19. Medevil Times

Chorus Trip: Medevil resteraunt compleate with knights, jousting, swordfights, good food, and hot guys in tights. Inclding our waiter, Luke pictured above. :-D

18. SPAS Phantom Santa

Some mysterious people sent gag gifts to several people in the cast, hilarious.

17. The Term "Bassterbation" Is Coined

It explains itself.

16. We See Lauren M. In Footloose

She was amazing, the show was amazing, I have never been so proud to know a person. We were literaly in tears over it.

15. Little Shop Of Nachos

Yes we may have lost to German Club, but our booth looked amazing. We dressed up, played music, and sold nachos. No one knew what the theme really was, but did we care? No. We made even more money than we did last carnival.

14. Suprise Trip To McDonalds

We were bored the last day of school, so Lauren M. busted us out and we went on a trip to McDonalds. She even waved to a security gaurd on the way back in! Haha.

13. Bird Of Prey Becomes Open To The Public

After thinking that no one at CV under the age of 18 would ever see our show, SUPRISE! We get 10 tickets each for anyone who wants to go. More people came than to A Night of One Acts.

12. Seeing Phantom

A few days ago we went to see The Phantom of the Opera. It was me, Sara, Linsey, the Bordini's, Lauren M., and Later Cassie. I was made an "Itallian for a Day" (a "McDego" they called it :-P) Sara and I made a trip to get "Skittles", and we ran into just about everyone at Denny's. BTW, Capes are sexy.

11. Thespian Meet From Hell (aka: The Bus Argument)

All thespians know of this, it involved Mrs. F, Elise, Mike, and Insults. Scary stuff. We try not to speak of it, but we remember.

10. Sara Spreads The Word Of The Vigina Monologues

Sara went on a crusade to introduce this book to everyone, and as far as I know she is still working on it. She gave it to me for Christmas as a matter of fact!

09. Freshman Lesbians (Original)

A new tradition during cast party was born, class of 07' created Freshman Lesbians and life has never been the same.

08. Thespian Christmas

The most fun I've ever had at a Christmas party. Gag gifts, slushies, and above all spending time with the people I consider my family.

07. A Night Of One Acts Ends

IT'S OVER! IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries tears of joy*

06. Closing Night Of Pippin

Everyone was so depressed that people started crying before the show, and we cried during the last scene too. I can only imagne how much worse it will be this year...

05. Sara Gets "Lipstick"

If you don't know you don't deserve to.

04. Danielle Steals Table At Dennys

"Oh was that you who called in a reservation?"

"Yeah, yeah that was us!"

03. Freshman Lesbians (Remix)

AJ screamed "It's A F*ckin Remix!!!" AJ!!!!

02. A Bird Of Prey Performs At Greenville

Amazing weekend. We got a standing ovation where people flew out of their seats. People randomly walked up to us and told us how amazing the show was. We were told that we should perform at National Thespian Conferance. Wow.

01. Dustin Gets Hazed

"It's Raining Men!"

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 20:42:37 GMT

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